Thursday, March 30, 2006
& i've been offered a place at LASALLE-SIA college of the arts for the july 2006 intake.
the months have been a killerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, and it all has to do with applications to schools.
well, heave a sigh of relief and till july 24th.
gabriel said something to me two nights ago, really random.
nevertheless sweet but awful and kept me thinking.
said, 'i know that in the future we will get back and that's for sure, just wait and see'
'it's in us to keep getting back.'
(there was more to it, but my goldfish THREESECOND memory is failing me)
& i thought somehow it's undeniably true but i will avoid this, yes?
anyhow, girl and i went for a gypsy event at club street yesternight.
we had our lives read by tarot cards.
& i was told about my love life, not so good.
in fact, when is it ever positive?
& i dreamt of him (let's not disclose any names, yes?) last night.
it wasn't colourful, and nothing cheery.
i remembered wanting to cry but it just couldn't happen.
tragedy like this will not happen in reality for as long as i exist, i can't imagine the blow.
shut up already, i think i need to clean up this filth-of-a-room, yes?
I like so blogged at; 11:57 PM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
YOU WILL DANCE TO: DOCTOR PRESSURE BY MYLO vs. MIAMI SOUND MACHINE.
week's been odd.
this is not advisable and should not be followed.
I HAVE EATEN MACS 5 TIMES THIS WEEK ALREADY.
want to how fat?
want to how unhealthy?
want to die how early?
HA.
and to think i'm not a macs fan, i am disgusted with myself.
okay, to date, i've compiled three paintings of which have been independently done.
hooray to three down and seven more to go : (
now i'm in major dilemma, fashion management or arts management or management studies?
fuck all, CLUBMED BINTAN in april.
AND I JUST CAN'T WAIT.
now, i'm going to take my first shower of the day.
I like so blogged at; 7:32 AM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
I HAVE ONE MOTHERFUCKING WEEK TO COMPLETE MY PORTFOLIO.
HOW HOW HOW!
THIS IS NOT FUNNY, THIS IS STRESS.
and i wanted to use this week to do something outrageous.
say go swimming, say go to luge, say go prawn fishing, say go kite flying, say go to a theme park, say watch a movie, say thumper this tuesday, say dye my hair, say get my nails pretty, say go for a run, say compile this effing portfolio!
NEWS FLASH, i'm still unemployed and FAT is the new slim.
zhe me ban, zhe me ban, zhe me ban!
I like so blogged at; 1:27 AM
Friday, March 17, 2006
this time, androgyny is sex.
jol arrives, narene departs.
i think i need the vacation, sluts.
I like so blogged at; 9:08 AM
Friday, March 10, 2006
ANDROGYNY IS EFFING SEXY.
(particularly M)
I like so blogged at; 10:40 PM