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I give you details.


chaiii.
clara dominique.
twentyeightseptember.
libra.

I give you audio candy.


love comes again; tiesto
touch me; tiesto
ooh la lishious; jaymen
yeah yeah; bodyrox ft. luciana
perfect exceeder; mason vs. princess superstar
love don't let me go; david guetta vs. the egg
it's too late; evermore
les djinns (trentemoller remix); djuma soundsystem
elektro; outwork ft. mr gee
moving too fast; supafly inc.
world hold on; bob sinclair




I give you friends.

azy cousin bran cousin chris faezah gwen germaine hayley ishak iylia joleen jeremy lesley mabel mahendren nenghui raihan sheryl starhubsms trent


I give you a space to bitch.






I give you the past.


December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007


Wednesday, October 31, 2007

omfg, (or how jansen would say it, oh my total gosh!) when i look in the mirror, i see one helluva fat face.
(or what jansen would call me, two face fat face).
this emotional binge-ing must be put to a stop, STOP.
i think i'm back to starvation once again.
can't imagine if i were to be pregnant, i'll be a damn hot air balloon lah.

-

sleepy therapy yesterday, retail therapy today.


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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

this evening i went for hypnotherapy to aid my sleeping problems.
it better as hell work.
if i were a SIM, i'd like to look like this.
but first, a need to diet-drama.






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Monday, October 29, 2007

a line or two or more for you.
(i don't mean to be blunt, but this is not meant for sim liwen but someone muchmuchmuch more worth it.)


so back up, back up, take another chance.
don't you mess up, mess up, I don't wanna lose you.
wake up, wake up, this aint just a thing that you give up, give up.
don't you say that I'd be better off, better off, sleeping by myself and wondering if, i'm better off, better off, without you boy.
but don't just leave me hanging on, you're my closest.


-

I talk to you as to a friend.
I hope that's what you've come to be.
it feels as though we've made amends, like we found a way eventually.
it was you who picked the pieces up when I was a broken soul,
and then glued me back together,
returned to me what others stole.
I don't wanna hurt you,
I don't wanna make you sway,
like I know I've done before.
I will not do it anymore, I've always been a dreamer,
I've had my head among the clouds.
now that I'm coming down,
won't you be my solid ground?
I look at you and see a friend.
I hope that's what you wanna be.
are we back now where it all began?
have you finally forgiven me?
you gathered my dreams in when they all blew away,
and then tricked them back into me.
you saved me when I was almost dead.


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incompatible, it don't matter though.
cause' someone's bound to hear my cry.
speak out if you do, you're not easy to find.
is it possible Mr. Lovable is already in my life?
right in front of me or maybe you're in disguise.


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I let the day go by.
I always say goodbye.
I watch the stars from my window sill,
the whole world is moving and I'm standing still.
woke up and wished that I was dead,
with an aching in my head,
i lay motionless in bed.
the night is here and the day is gone,
and the world spins madly on.
I thought of you and where you'd gone,
and the world spins madly on.



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Thursday, October 25, 2007

And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new.


tripping, stumbling, flipping, fumbling, slipping, tumbling, sinking, fumbling.

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this might aid you in dieting and trying some flexy moves.
i won't be surprise your bones will really pop.



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Saturday, October 20, 2007

what do you do when you screw me over without thinking?
you'll get your deserts.
i'll screw you over x100000000000.
simple as that.
i thought, once bitten twice shy?
doesn't work on you doesn't it?
i forgave you the first time, i'm not soft anymore.
or maybe i'll let karma work it's way up yours.

of course, yours truly.


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