Thursday, March 30, 2006
& i've been offered a place at LASALLE-SIA college of the arts for the july 2006 intake.
the months have been a killerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, and it all has to do with applications to schools.
well, heave a sigh of relief and till july 24th.
gabriel said something to me two nights ago, really random.
nevertheless sweet but awful and kept me thinking.
said, 'i know that in the future we will get back and that's for sure, just wait and see'
'it's in us to keep getting back.'
(there was more to it, but my goldfish THREESECOND memory is failing me)
& i thought somehow it's undeniably true but i will avoid this, yes?
anyhow, girl and i went for a gypsy event at club street yesternight.
we had our lives read by tarot cards.
& i was told about my love life, not so good.
in fact, when is it ever positive?
& i dreamt of him (let's not disclose any names, yes?) last night.
it wasn't colourful, and nothing cheery.
i remembered wanting to cry but it just couldn't happen.
tragedy like this will not happen in reality for as long as i exist, i can't imagine the blow.
shut up already, i think i need to clean up this filth-of-a-room, yes?
I like so blogged at; 11:57 PM