be it a car breakdown or just because you got your heart tampered with.
SPLENDID, i say.
what am i, a jinx?
i've being doing alot of stupid/mindless things, really.
just the other day, before getting into the car to drive off, i left my handphone on the windscreen.
no, i'm not talking about inside the car on the dashboard.
more like outside the car, in the gap between the window screen and window wipers.
only to realise when i reached another destination, i was driving with my phone outside the car!
imagine if i were to use the window wipers, my phone would've flown off in an instance.
then, i met up with marcus (DJ from Fbar) for chit-chat at mount faber.
it started raining like it never rained before.
how about, when we decided to leave, the car engine couldn't turn on because the battery went flat.
FLAT!
raining, no other vehicles to jump start my engine, NOTHING!
and during our panic/laughter attack, 'blame it on the weather man' by b*witched was playing on the radio, how appropriate can that get?
i was stranded with marcus.
till he decided on calling AA to tow but it would cost $200+ including subscription to membership.
we decided on leaving the car there overnight and pick it up the next day, which we did and it only cost us $120, but still.
and whilst changing the battery, it rained like it never rained before.
we had to go back, shower and head out again.
SERIOUSLY!?
and i've been super moody during work.
i fought with the only person who is working at the same section as i am.
not because of anything but he really pushes most of the job to me when i have other things on my hands to complete.
bugger.
ignore, stop thinking, sleep and coffee are the four words right now.
she's like "so, whatever",
you could do so much better,
I think we should get together now,
hey, hey, you, you,
I don't like your girlfriend,
no way, no way, think you need a new one,
hey, hey, you, you, I could be your girlfriend,
hey, hey, you, you, I know that you like me,
no way, no way, no its not a secret,
hey, hey, you, you, I want to be your girlfriend.
: )
i can't even start to describe today.
i had a total of five cups of cuppacinos within this 24 hours.
4 cups goes to this morning, i didn't get a wink of sleep because i decided to surprise J at 7 this morning.
this, you have to hear.
i reached J's house, apparently the mother looked through the peephole and thought she saw me holding a knife.
A KNIFE!?
i was merely holding the bars of the gate with both hands because i was tired waiting outside for an hour?
LOL.
i mean, understanding how J and i have been arguing, of course aunty, i'd slaughter him anytime.
these are the Ang's for you.
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today, we decided to do something outrageous.
J's gone blonde and i'm a red-head.
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the babe fiona and the not-so-photogenic-dj.
selva and santos.
boys, just sometimes.
i'll go sipping on my coffee, right about now.
i like my coffee half cup, a quarter milk and 3 packets of sugar.
i might prefer whipped milk on the top.
it keeps me sane.
in fact, better than alcowhore.
i, have alot of random things to add today.
for one, i think, just maybe, i am becoming what seems to be obsessive compulsive behaviour like my friend dianna.
you remember dianna and her intolerance for one strand of eyebrow that grows.
her fingers turn itchy, just dying to yank it off her skin.
yes yes, i think i have that.
the only difference is that, i haven't plucked the eyebrows in a very long time.
so you get my bushy idea.
and you can't blame me when i lost the eyebrow plucker, can you?
so i decided that during my one hour break, i'd go get them shaped.
i went to the nearest whatever you call it, beauty place(?), and got it shaped for a shit-hole price of twelve bucks.
but i paid for what's worth it.
i just 'die-die' had to get the unwelcomed eyebrow hairs off.
with that done, i got myself a take-away cuppacino and headed back to work, as usual.
i have to say that cuppacino works like my green-tea diet, cleansing away unwanted stuff.
(if you get my drift)
after many hours of work, we did the usual.
7eleven cheap drinks with the bartender and fiona.
talk a little cock and we left, only after i got another cuppacino :)
tonight, drinks at my place with the same ol', bartender and fiona.
just sometimes, work can be this fun.
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"I carry your heart with me, I carry it in my heart, I am never without it, anywhere I go, you go."
seriously, now i'm lost.
talk about a whirlwind of complications.
(neng and j could totally agree with me)
to aid the complications, i decided on a very long sleep and a few hot mugs of green tea.
and throughout the sleep, i did nothing but sneeze and cough.
(i don't take the chilled green tea you buy in bottles at convenient stores)
sleep doesn't help because before tucking in, i tend to think too much before i really get down to sleeping hours later.
the green tea helps because it helps cleanse the body.
(i know, very out of context)
maybe i should try going on a green tea diet.
JUST MAYBE.
i've got work tomorrow and i'm in no shape to go.
i'm hoping i sneeze and cough throughout my twelve hour shift tomorrow.
but desperately, i need to clock the hours because i am in dire need of cash to treat myself to a new mobile phone.
i really hate this deduct-your-money-from-your-pay-to-contribute-to-your-CPF-account thing.
20% can account for alot of things, you know?
nearly everything sucks the life out of you.
emotional issue, school and money.
these three little monsters are sure having a whoop-pee-doo moment and sucking the living hell out of me.
i like my green tea for now, more than anything else in this world.
i'll give myself another cup.
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"I carry your heart with me, I carry it in my heart, I am never without it, anywhere I go you go, J; and whatever is done by only me is your doing. I fear no fate, for you are my fate, my sweet, I want no world, for beautiful you are my world, my true, here is the deepest secret nobody knows, here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud, and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide, and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart. I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart."
no money as of yet, to pay unpaid bills and i have a $100 starhub voucher which is basically very useless at the moment.
no money as of yet, to get a brand new mobile phone.
no money as of yet, to buy J at least something.
no money as of yet, to fly to the better friend, sheryl.
no money as of yet, to take myself for retail therapy.
no money as of yet, to go on a short vacation this holiday.
i'm broke, bankrupt and a massive hole in my pocket.
help me decide first lah, hur?
samsung i320
in my opinion, i like the motorola better.
you know, touch screen and it's look.
it's sex in a gadget.
but for some reason, i'm liking the key-board style typing of the samsung.
i say motorola, what do you?
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J is sleeping, so i shall follow and sleep.